I freakin pissed, I'm just so pissed off I'm cleaning the damn house to calm me down! FUCK! agh...I hate my fucking cousin...I seriously can care less for him. little fucker..

agh!

I just need to keep thinking to myself my sister and my nephew are coming today...yes...I need to freakin calm myself down because I will beat someone down if I don't.

I know I haven't written here recently, I was way busy with a lot of things, first off I worked Big River, man that was an awesome show with an awesome cast and crew :) I miss them all, it kinda sucks when you have to leave a show like that, especially where the cast and crew clicked the way they did you know? The show has left me with many ( Read more... )

sooooooo my legs are sore as heck because I've been walking in the morning to get fit. I'm really exhausted, I have no freakin clue why. meh whatever anyway the last couple days I was helping out with the Actor's Academy showcase, that was pretty fun, met a lot of new people and hung out with lots of friends that I haven't seen since the end of ( Read more... )

lets see...I don't know if there is anythign new going on with me, I just figured I should update this...hmm...oh I'm going on a "scarf making rampage" so if any one of you want a scarf for the winter (which I know is like...a longtime...because...I mean...come on...scarf...in california?!) just leave a comment and I'll make one :) they can be ( Read more... )

It's 5:30 in the morning and all I can do is just sit here in write in my semi-sleep state. Do you ever think of what you could have been doing at this moment right now if things were just a little bit different? I mean imagine one part of your life you chose the other way instead of one way, like you chose left instead of right...what do you think ( Read more... )

oh eff...my stomach hurts, its like cramping...mahh hehe I happy my nephew said my name and Mark's name and it was cute :) he was like "Bye Jayde" and "Bye Mar" it was cute. I thought it was the cutest thing! It made me happy :) hehe ( Read more... )

ohhhhhhhhh man, its been a blah last week, I mean meh whatever, not personal things just things that are with my interest like you know sports, friends and all that jazz. Okay sports...freakin...man the padres traded Nevin AND Blum...what the f. Good news: NHL is back on track and the draft picks went on...hopefully I'll be able to take Mark to a ( Read more... )

oh freakin man I just finished the 6th book of Harry Potter...howey crap man (I read the whole book today) yes lets just say I was pissed, shocked, happy, sad and all those damn emotions...howey crap..

...ahh I can't wait for the 7th one.

Ahh okay so I stayed up for like 2 hours in the early early morning like from 3-5 watching the lighting and listening to the thunder. Oh man that was freakin awesome and sooooo beautiful. The lightning would like stretch across the sky and be sooooo bright, and then the thunder, 15 seconds later, would be so freakin loud. Ahhhh I only saw the bolts ( Read more... )

"To be no one but yourself - in a world which is doing
its best night and day, to make you everybody but
yourself - means to fight the hardest battle which any
human being can fight, and never stop fighting." -e.e. cummings