rejected from smith.. moooooving on.

Suddenly, life doesn't seem so bad. One day i'm broke and stressed about college and suddenly a little bhuddist lady comes along and gives me a job where i get paid $10 an hour to do nothing and then i get into colleges i didn't imagine would even finish reading my damn application.

God, I'm happy.

College Update:

Williams- dunno yet :(

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Did i mention that I got into college. WOOOO BUCKNELL!!!!! too bad i can't afford it.. damn the man and his plan to fuck me over... I shall make it! Yeah, my dad's an asshole and definitely doing shady things on the side so i've been an asshole to him, i think he knows that i know... and that's why he lets me get away with crap.

I visited Bucknell yesterday and I really liked it.. There was a preview session thing that had approximately 100 people in it and of course me, my mom, and my dad were the only black people there.. awkward? yes.. but i guess i just kept reminding myself that i was the only girl in there with a phat ass and skin like brown sugar.. or something ( Read more... )

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secretly i'm kind of excited for school to start. I mean, yes, i don't like 98% of the people but I figured the faster it starts the closer i am to moving out and being away from My house, Mt.Vernon, RCDS and westchester as a whole.. assuming i don't go to sarah lawrence (which i won't). I went to the galleria with Brittney yesterday and, of course ( Read more... )

ok, so i went on a cruise last week and it was amazing. Mexican beaches and belizian jungles.. Good stuff. Now i'm back to the bullshit of westchester and the the looming stress of college. damn the man. I haven't updated in a while because i always feel that what i have to say isn't important enough.. however after reading posts about absolutly ( Read more... )

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i finally finished braiding my hair this morning. I'm tired. I went to the pelham street fair today.. it was ok. I realized that black people do everything better. I think I want to be some kind of born again christian bhuddist person. I'm gonna forgive the world and love everyone. the end. I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!