very shitty weekend... but i suppose it would be a little odd if i had a wonderful weekend after such a shitty week... and as your pseudo-fashionista we all know that not matching just isn't me. The step show didn't work because some assholes tried to sabotage my brother and kind of succeeded. I spent this weekend crying and wondering why my dad's ( Read more... )

I lied.. i'm not ok. I'm not ok. I'm not ok... ok, i didn't lie but it was a lot easier to be ok at home in my room. Here, at school.. i can't fucking deal with this. Take me away.

I'm officially over it. I think that's a record. I can't stand being angry.. this whole experience has heightened my spiritual awareness and holding grudges just isn't Christian of me... neither is grinding on boys are parties but HEY.. He never said that in the bible :)

i can't believe he did that. I hate him. I hate her.

fuck life.

Today was strange. I was so unbelievable tired this morning.. but I got over it as the day went on ( Read more... )

my brother is graduating from UCONN tomorrow.. yaaaaaaaay for him. Nabeel graduates from Manhattan school of musica today, too.. YAY times two! the woman who i'm getting my prom dress from is soooo damn shady that I'm really afraid that when I go actually pick it up on Monday that she won't have it. My mother and I think she actually sold my dress ( Read more... )

so i call nabeel ( Read more... )

i need a prom date.. like seriously. Contrary to popular belief.. i'm not going with nabeel.. see, i was going to but my mother told me i can't and then i was gonna pretend to go alone and go with him anyway but my mother really wants me to have a date and she's like annoying me about it.. so i'll get one.. I NEED A FUCKING DATE DAMNIT. :'(.. i ( Read more... )

You are a foil fencer.
Foil is a weapon of calculation and passion. You glide easily between attack and defense. You can flick to the back or thrust to the chest.
What Kind of Fencer Are You?
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... but i can't sleep because i'm a loser and I just read a scary part of the da vinci code and I'm scared shitless now and I'm gonna have nightmares. Damn the man.