Huh, haven't posted in this since last year ( Read more... )

Just realised I hadn't updated explaining what happened, after the last post. So here goes ( Read more... )

I'm freaking out. Haven't heard from Steve in two days, that's weird as. He was supposed to meet me at 3.30am, outside work on Saturday, but he didn't. I've been txting him and ringing him, and still nothing. I'm really worried. Either he's hurt, or cheating on me AGAIN. The hurt option is highly possible, there are a lot of people who want to hurt ( Read more... )

This has been one of the worst 24 hours of my life.
Friends would be greatly appreciated.

Amanda went back to Steve. Idiot.
My Steve is being just as confusing as ever.
Work sucks balls.
Cheated on Steve with Larrys' older brother.

Why do I drink with the people I work with.. Oh yeah, cos they say they're my friends ( Read more... )

So, been about three months since I've updated this. Did completely forget it existed for a while there ( Read more... )

I have no idea what's going on.
No idea where I work, or if I even have a job.
Blade has a girl now. Third or fourth time this has happened - find a guy I actually like, they use me, then get a girl.
I give up.

It really bites when you find out you had an actual chance with someone you like, but you blew it. As always.
Why do I never know I have the chance when the chance exists?
Why always after the fact, when it's dead and gone?

Woohee. Thursday- got smaaaashed. Was funzors ( Read more... )