Comments | jaggeddagger: the big P-word

jaggeddagger

the big P-word

Apr 26, 2008 15:40

I'm pregnant.

I started spotting, and then it just didn't stop. the 5th came and went, and the spotting never increased into a full-on period like i'd hoped. add to that some terrible cramping, i went to the doctor. as of tuesday i was 6 weeks. i've been freaking out just a little bit.

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pregnant, tim, alone

Comments 7

anonymous April 26 2008, 23:29:51 UTC

Don't have sex if you can't handle the consequences, you stupid slut.

anonymous April 29 2008, 00:56:53 UTC

Don't listen to that other person. Mistakes happen, but you can either choose to face them head on and be grown up about the situation, or else run away and hide from them. That is the grand test. Your previous entries make you seem like a smart girl...woman now. There is no single piece of advice that will be able to help you. You just have to open you heart and mind. Make new decisions. Accept responsibility. Don't get married if you don't feel it is right in your heart....because that could affect the child in a bad way as well as yourself. Communication is the key and accept the support you get from your family and friends.
I guess that whole spiel was advice, so take it or leave it.

anonymous April 29 2008, 16:00:57 UTC

I was raped at the age of 16 and ended up pregnant. I thought about abortion, but the thought of destroying that life gave me such guilt. I ended up keeping my child. With the support of my family, I was able to give her a decent enough life. I always wished that she would have some type of father, but unfortunately she still doesn't have one. Despite the circumstances She has become the best thing that has ever happened to me. Amy is now 6 years old. We'll never know who that father is and i don't want to ever find out, but I love her nonetheless. Whether you marry the father or not, he should be apart of the child's life. Children are a blessing. I have no regrets about having Amy.

jaggeddagger May 11 2008, 07:26:57 UTC

thank you for the comments. he WILL always be a part of the child's life, even if we aren't together. having this life inside me has brought the magic i used to feel in nature right into my arms. i love every day. i may be depressed most of those days, but the love is still there. :)

i don't believe i'm a slut, and i take offense to that!! yes, i had sex, but only with my boyfriend, and we waited a good while to take that step. i'm not the type of girl that will just sleep with someone the day i meet them. >.

jaggeddagger December 12 2008, 20:48:02 UTC

ha ha you're a joke

jaggeddagger March 12 2009, 05:33:47 UTC

wow...from the way your journal is written it appears you are a slut whether you act like one or not. You are selfish and do not care who you hurt. Don't play games any more little girl.

jaggeddagger June 19 2009, 21:26:53 UTC

i ended up giving my baby up for adoption to the most wonderful couple. granted, they're mormon, but i started out mormon too! lol.

anyway, he's extremely healthy and happy and i feel so at peace knowing that i made the right decision. i do admit that i feel empty and terribly lonely without him, but if i made his life better, then i'm content, for that's all i ever wanted.