jaggeddagger

lunch

jaggeddagger Jun 23, 2009 13:15

i freeze my bread loafs ( Read more... )

i just don't want him talking to his ex. i haven't forbidden it, for i refuse to be the controlling girlfriend... however; i can't help but act offended and upset when i learn that he IS still talking to her ( Read more... )

ex, poor communication, josh, depressed

why i love shoes

jaggeddagger May 21, 2009 23:00

put 'em on and i walk out the door a new girl. my legs are long, my hips naturally sway to stay atop the 3 inch heels i'm wearing, and my back arches, holding my head up in a very elegant way ( Read more... )

shoes, prose

i found him! the man i've been looking for most of my life!!!

jaggeddagger May 11, 2008 01:27

my father left about 11 years ago to go live another life, with another family. it's always bugged me in the back of my mind, because as much as i love that he is happy, i never knew if he really was, and i could never understand why i couldn't be in his happy-life... i've spent a lonnnng time looking for him, just to see if he was even still ( Read more... )

the big P-word

jaggeddagger Apr 26, 2008 15:40

I'm pregnant.

I started spotting, and then it just didn't stop. the 5th came and went, and the spotting never increased into a full-on period like i'd hoped. add to that some terrible cramping, i went to the doctor. as of tuesday i was 6 weeks. i've been freaking out just a little bit.

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pregnant, tim, alone

fixed

jaggeddagger Mar 14, 2008 19:08

so, tim and i talked yesterday about a lot of things. about what we haven't been saying ( Read more... )

pagan, relief, tim, josh

inappropriate

jaggeddagger Mar 13, 2008 12:37

I went to California with my boyfriend, Tim, just this past weekend. He wanted to play in a Yugioh tournament, plus his brother, Jake, lives around there (In Vista, to be precise). Jake's the married-soon-to-be-divorced man from my earlier entires - early as in a year or more ago... seeing him brought back all the feelings i had for him before ( Read more... )

sometimes it's like i forget to exist

jaggeddagger Mar 12, 2008 21:31

Something inside me has snapped. I sleep, but get no rest; i smile, but feel no joy; i love, but have no passion...

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I was walking and at times i moved my legs, but didn't move - then i'd be a few feet ahead of where i just was. like if my walk ( Read more... )

exsistance, apethy, broken, sleep deprivation

(Untitled)

jaggeddagger Mar 10, 2008 22:28

Josh. Jake. Tim ( Read more... )

confusion, sex, love, boys, drama

every day is a new day.... or so i'm told

jaggeddagger Jun 19, 2007 08:48

do you ever just go through the day without thinking about it? like, as the hours pass, you just go through the motions that you always go through? routinly, or something ( Read more... )