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for so many years my emotion bag was empty. over time, little pebbles of sadness were added. also, some small stones of joy. there were some of nostalgia, empathy, and lust. apparently, over time, these all jostled together creating a powder, or dust of anger. i never even realized it was there. until my parents surprised me and i dropped the ( Read more... ) -
all alone at work
i have never in my life worked somewhere where it is just me. even at the computer lab i always have another person there with me, sitting next to me, not always knowing i'm there because they are playing WoW, which sucks your life away ( Read more... ) -
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he told me he wished i'd just kill myself so he wouldn't have to deal with me anymore. i am poison in his life. he hates how i think, doesn't understand why i think that way. he hates how physical i am, but i only became so much so because his love language IS physical affection. i realize sleeping with a stranger after he an i broke up is not ( Read more... ) -
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welcome to slut city, rach...
god, i'm so messed. i feel like a fuck up. haha, fuck. imagine that. -
always a bridesmaid
Josh and i broke up yesterday. i feel sad ( Read more... ) -
some new rules for dinner
so, i've been cleaning my family's dishes since i was prolly about eight. i've decided to change that ( Read more... ) -
about good and evil
"You see, in this world there is one awful thing, and that is that everyone has his reasons" -spoken by Jean Renoir in the role of Octave in the movie "The Rules of the Game ( Read more... ) -
last illegal mistake
i woke up late today, have no idea why, and missed my bus to get to my yoga class on time. i decided, since i was so late it would count as a tardy anyway, not to get up yet. i went back to sleep, assuming i'd get up in fourty-or-so minutes to head off to a dif bus to take me to english. nope. i stayed asleep. pretty much, long story short, i ( Read more... ) -
a novel idea
Guinevere's perspective of her life with arthur... and lancelot. her wishes, passions, forgivings, spiritualisms... all of it. patent pending.....