I know how you feel. Only minus the loving someone part, which I duno, makes me feel like I need it even more sometimes. So I act out on those impulses, which don't last more than a night usually.
how do you deal with the guilt or whatever feeling this is afterwards?
i told josh what happened and he told me that was another reason we don't get along well... because i have such low morals and standards. >=( argh, i feel so terrible! so young and old at the same time.
I think it'd be better just to try not to talk to him for a while. He may be the best you've had, like this guy I sort of dated earlier this year, but for me there wasn't much emotional connection. But I think a good solution would just be to distant yourself from him, you will find someone else.
And trust me, I'm frustrated as hell too because I can't seem to find anyone that I connect with emotionally, except this guy I can't have since he lives two hours away and we've never dated. Sometimes I feel like he likes me, but at other times I'm like, Spencer, you're an asshole. So I decided I won't really talk to him, which isn't hard because he never would call me before.
Distance yourself. It'll be hard but I think you can do it. As for guilt, you did break up, so you're entitled to do whatever you want. Don't let anyone break you down.
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i told josh what happened and he told me that was another reason we don't get along well... because i have such low morals and standards. >=( argh, i feel so terrible! so young and old at the same time.
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And trust me, I'm frustrated as hell too because I can't seem to find anyone that I connect with emotionally, except this guy I can't have since he lives two hours away and we've never dated. Sometimes I feel like he likes me, but at other times I'm like, Spencer, you're an asshole. So I decided I won't really talk to him, which isn't hard because he never would call me before.
Distance yourself. It'll be hard but I think you can do it.
As for guilt, you did break up, so you're entitled to do whatever you want. Don't let anyone break you down.
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