I can't wait for all this to be done. One last paper to do, and I probably chose the worst book possible to write it on. I simply can't come up with a thesis and I can't figure out how I'm going to shit out 30 pages on nothing. At this point I'm literally exhausted from writing, staying up every night til 6 or 7, not knowing what the outcome will ( Read more... )

i just figured out where that "sing softly to me" came from on my friends page....yay kings of convenience! i don't feel horribly foolish anymore saying something so terribly lame. Ha i love life

 why is it that when youre just browsing the internet or looking for something a porn ad has to pop up and the site of all these penises and vaginas just damn nearly makes me have a heart attack? WHY? not like i've never seen that thing before or care that it exists. Maybe its that old frightening feeling of living at home and knowing my mom might ( Read more... )

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i got my plane tickets for russia and ukraine today!! yayyyyy!!!! still surreal though....

so today i woke up did some stuff...stopped by wegmans on my way home to buy my mom an orchid bouquet and card, also some yummy desserts. she was quite surprised, i guess she thought dad and i had forgotten or something...no way. she actually cried which was touching....

then i got news that a senior named Joshua Locker commited suicide last night ( Read more... )

I miss that boy. a lot.
nothing to be done though...nothing at all

going to sleep to wake up at 6 and do homework. what a fun time

so for some reason I decided to postpone studying til the night before once again. I mean I had a whole week basically off from classes because I was so sick...couldn't I have studied even a little? gah. that's all I can do or say..gah! It doesn't really help that I don't even know when I'm supposed to be taking this exam. the professor seems to be ( Read more... )

so i forgot to pick up the key for work ...and john called and he dropped it off. this is probably like the 5th time he's had to drop it off and i feel bad but i really suck at remembering these things ( Read more... )

I haven't looked at this site in forever. But today I deactivated my facebook account because I'm truly sick of it, it's nothing good or fun or useful. 
And I suppose I'm feeling rather hopeless right now. I got back from Myrtle Beach Saturday morning at 8am after a horrible 21 hour car ride. 3 hours of traffic right off the bat, then stop at BK to ( Read more... )