yay me happy, i got the new The Used cd today. it is pritty good. it sounds a little bit different but it is still good. ma and pa are out buying a trailblazer. they are going to retire the van. itis as old as aaron is. pritty damn old for a van. i got ot go to the mall with mandi for a while after school. it was pritty cool. i had a good time ( Read more... )

hey whats going on? not much here. sitting here in fourth period doning nothing. the smell of everyones food for their fiestas about to get ot me though. i wish i could eat some of it. it is making me hungry. eh lunch is here in a minute. i got a realy cool comment about me today. sarah that is awesome. thank you very much. i hope we are having ( Read more... )

everyone that reads this please comment and tell me in a few words what you think when some one says my name. what charactoristic or ways of doing things do i have? please comment and tell me. and be brutaly honest.

on this day to end all days, i, john patrick lasher, have made the biggest mistake of my intire, worhtless exsistance. on this dull, fall day i have incriminated my self to the point that i may sink no further and have no intention, nor hope in ever rising again untill the glorious and unlikly event that the one i love more then any and less then ( Read more... )

ATTENTION: if i am, in any way, taking any ones life over or/and keeping some one from there life please let me know. oh yeah and if you need to take frustration out on something let me know. i have no reason to live. the person that i live for doesnt care and says that i am taking over her personal life and keeping her from her friends so i guess ( Read more... )

well, i have returned from my little camping trip. i had a casuity (spelling?). dad decided to kill the most beautiful guitar that i own. not to mention the most expencive. mom said they would either get it fixed or replace it. she said i was also getting a drum set. and my parents know about my cell phone so i dont have to hid that either. all and ( Read more... )

well, it's just another week here in hell. i was proud of my self though. today was the first time in about a month that i had an erge to just plow my car through the thickest thing i could find. i didnt dwoddle on the thought though because mandi was in the car. i swear, mandi you have no idea how many times you have saved my life. mandi is the ( Read more... )

GUESS WHAT! i broke my first drum stick ever today. aren't you proud of me? i know you are. it realy hurt because it pinched my finger. i think my mom is going to try and get me lessons to play a drum set. i realy want to play but i cant keep all of my appedages from doing the same thing all the time. i hope i'll be able t o get some lessons in ( Read more... )

hola! como esta? yo soy si a si. any way. i havent journaled in a few days so i thought i would drop something in here for anyone that might care. not much has happened sence saturday when i journaled last. mandi was sick yesterday and missed school. that sucked big wang. i felt like the day would never end. today was pritty cool. i barly passed my ( Read more... )

hows it going? i'm not too bad. today kinda sucked. last night the whole drumline went and hung out almost all night and i wasnt even invited. that was very quier of them btu i dont care because the drumline is just a bunch of nontalented people that are extreme assholes. i hate the drumline. i dont know why i'm on it. oh yeah, so i can spend time ( Read more... )