WANTED:drummer; lives near corydon IN; owns a drum set; listens to just about anything rock, preferably stuff like:the used, thursday, rage against the machine, norma jean, bury your dead, whitman tragedy, linkin park, afi; has the ability to keep a steady beat; doesn't bitch and complain a lot. if you fill this criteria comment please. thanx

well, i am bored to tears. i have nothing to do. no one to talk to. (except the wall) i dont even have homework to do. i have exactly nothing to do. so thought i would ramble on about everything and nothing on here. so if you dont like rambleing on, now would be a good time to stop reading. no i will not hold it against you if you stop. you dont ( Read more... )

well, school sucks. all my classes are impossible. i dont have lunch with mandi. i had band practice today which sucked because my back is killing me. mandi got sick at band practice. thats uncool times. i have a fucking study hall that i dont want but that is okay because tommorrow i am going to find a teacher that has first lunch and TA for them ( Read more... )

oh yeah and i took a crow bar to the chest today that kinda felt good

well today (refering to the last twenty-four hours) had it's ups and downs. the ups.....well there is only one and that is that today was my last day at work for a long while. the downs....well theres realy only one of them too and that is that the first day of school will now suck extremely. it was going to be awsome because mandi and i were going ( Read more... )

i feel like getting in a fight with some one but not realy fighting them. i just want some one to beat the shit out of me. you know i have never realy been in a real fight. i have only realy punched one person and they didnt even know it was coming. i want some one to take me out side, at night, in the pouring down rain, and just start wailing on ( Read more... )

HEY ALL. i live, unfortunatly. i got back from colorado the other day. it was a family vacation while basically 50% of the time i sit around and watch my family get drunk in the room. the only cool part was that i got to jump off a 30ft cliff into 40 degree water. it was awsome. such a rush. i wish i could do it again. schools about to start in a ( Read more... )

i am going to start with some advice. if you have a bunch of stuff on your mind, find the person you trust the most(for me it is mandi) and just spill your guts. it helps a ton. you might not resolve anything but it will make you feel ten times better. i have been weighted down by some stuff for a while now and it was driving me nuts. i finaly told ( Read more... )

well band camp is over. kinda sucks cuz now i have to go back to work. damn. band camp wasnt as bad as i thought it was going to be. i didnt think it was going to be any fun at all. but it was a blast. the music is accualy pritty cool. at least it isnt any thing gay about butterflys. i got to see mandi a bunch these week. that was the best part of ( Read more... )

AND I STILL FUCKING SMELL LIKE PUDDING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!