jahnus

So....

jahnus May 31, 2008 04:04

It's four am, I'm wide awake, and sick. In the interest of doing something, anything, I decided to read the backlogs of my livejournal. I'm trying to decide whether not being able to remember who certain posts are about is a good thing, a bad thing, or just really freakin' funny. Honestly, I'm going to go with really freakin' funny. Obviously, ( Read more... )

fighting life, starting fresh sort of, walking, work out, jogging

I know, I know...

jahnus May 31, 2008 03:15

This has to be seen by ALL!

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silly, lolcat, from chris

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jahnus May 14, 2008 10:10

Single again.

I had to.

jahnus May 12, 2008 18:04

My mom's best friend died yesterday morning. Emotional setbacks abound, and life manages to get into the cracks again. Rediscovering that I'm human is at best a painful experience ( Read more... )

Now is the early-spring-still-cold-as-freakin-winter of our my discontent.

jahnus Mar 17, 2008 02:55

Firstly, let me preface this blog with the following. I will blog about something happy and full of sunshine and all sorts of wonderful before the month is over. Promise.

I felt very alone today. I’m on these networking sites, and all my networking has made me realize just how very alone I am. I despair of ever finding anything meaningful and ( Read more... )

home, running away, friends, depression

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jahnus Mar 15, 2008 19:43

So, having shopped around...No one in Sturgis sells Wired magazine.

Double You Tea Eff.

A rehash and a quandry.

jahnus Mar 15, 2008 02:35

Things have been going...not to great lately. A sort of general funk, for lack of a better word, has pretty much become second nature these days. Well, most. I have had a few not-so-terrible days over the past month, but by and large it’s been one hell of a ride the past few months.

I have no regrets, and largely consider such things to be a ( Read more... )

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

jahnus Mar 07, 2008 01:54

So. I'm a bad updater.

I'm in the process of moving home. Joy of joys.

There will be an eventual return to school, either this fall, or spring. I'm looking at Western, BSU, IUPUI.

I miss my friends, my life is in mass flux, and life sucks.

Chris, I'm moving into your closet. Feed me ramen once a day and I'll be fine.

Requiem

jahnus Jan 23, 2008 04:20

Ghost Town, USA
where dreams come
to die
recent construction
makes way for our
graveyard of dreams
and hopes
my tires skid
along the edge of a
bike path to nowhere
as I at the empty eyes
of our soul
bare now
except for a few pieces
of Gallery "art"
and a cheap blanket to
hide our home away
from home
part of me
part of us really
is left there
ingrained in the ( Read more... )

poetry, home, meta

That Time of Year, Again...Revisted...

jahnus Jan 21, 2008 15:55

It's that time of the year again. The time of the year that I'm so emotionally unreachable that you have better odds of striking it rich digging for oil than getting me to commit to anything other than moping. Birthdays are never easy for me. I'll be damned if I can put a finger on exactly why that is. It's part of me I guess, I tend to want to ( Read more... )

poetry birthday depression