I do not write on here nearly enough...I guess I should put something about WHO I am besides the fact I seem to have intense desire that is never fufilled ( Read more... )

Okay really...this is sad...I need to do something with how this thing looks...and add posts...with some substance about life...bah...work ( Read more... )

Everytime I try to make a serious post...beyond sexual frustration...I just throw my hands up in the air ( Read more... )

23 years of nothing...sure part of being a virgin is my choice...I believe in true love for some fucked up reason I will not understand...and I want sex...to feel relief...a connection...but the longer this goes on the less I believe in such silly fairy tales...

Oh...I almost feel bad about the rape fantasies...almost...

I've been in love with a girl since 2005...she just sees me as a friend and I've had a crush on her since then...I do love her as a friend and would like more...but I know she wouldn't never.

Why the hell do I get myself in these stupid situations?

Going crazy...crazy...crazy...

I'm so damn tired of being turned on and having no outlet...no way to get what I need...and just rip a girl apaer by fucking her so hard...well maybe not apart...

god i need some fucking release...

hmmm