i think most clearly when i drive in the rain at night with my music blasting. i have no idea why that is, but it works. so i was pondering my life. and my past. and all of the events that have happened within the past two years. i've come to the conclusion that my relationship with justin was a sham, not because he was a bad boyfriend or ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in...a long time. nothing has really happened. i'm over justin because he's an ass, so that's cool. he likes jess keener. she's a sweetheart. i feel bad for her. i made show choir and yearbook which brightened my day a little. danni made me a cute construction paper support craft hangy thing which i adore. so thanks *love*. also ( Read more... )

remember when we were smaller and dreams seemed so much bigger. stars seemed so much brighter and we idolized cartoon animals...i miss those days. things were so much more simple. where i work i have to act kind and happy towards customers regardless of my true feelings. it's now seeming that my work is spilling over into my everyday life. its like ( Read more... )

i fell kind of lonely these days...the type of lonely that no matter how much people try to help, will inevitably eat away at my heart.