After far too long a hiatus I am back on LJ. I just need a place to exist outside of my head right now. Life has been a crazy whirlwind of very very dark colors for me in the past few weeks. But sometimes its reassuring to realize that silent screams are enough and I am strong enough to take care of myself not that it wouldn't be nice if a friend ( Read more... )

I want him to call me. I want him to call me. I want him to call me.

had a bad day and there is someone in my house I don't care to be around.

I would really REALLY like to get out of my house right now. anyone want to play? Call me

Life is crazy. Just got off work. I have a huge test to become a server tomorrow morning at 8:30 then I work till two, race home, change clothes and race to school where I have to put on a presentation. My last class ends at 9:45. Which basically means I'm not gonna sleep between now and when I get home tomorrow night.

Brandon, SYlvia, I love you guys, thank you.
Heather, I can't wait till you get home

I had my first day serving tables at Olive Garden TOday (which is where I now work btw and you should all come eat there) technically I'm still in training which sucks because it means I don't get to keep any of my tips, my trainer does, but something exciting happened to me today ( Read more... )

My friend Mark's Father just died of cancer. Please, take a moment and say a prayer for his family. Mark is one of those people who makes yousmile just by being near you. He is incredibly intelligent, he's one of the funniest people I've ever met, and he's going to be famous very soon as the next David Copperfeild. He is a trustworthy friend ( Read more... )

please say a prayer for my family right now.

2:00 and 6:30 today at the Village Gate

Here goes nothing!!

*sigh*
I'm FINALLY done writing essays! Now I start studying for finals. NEVER take 20 units!!