So Lindsey hates me because I wanted to help her with God.... Everything in the bible says that new christians need to fellowship with other christians and I only want her to come to church once.... Is that too much to ask... as her "friend" she shouldn't think of it as that big of a deal.... It's only one time.... And on top of that I can't stop ( Read more... )

why do i have to be the one who is strong for everyone else when i'm the one who needs someone to be strong for me.... Lindsey is falling farther and farther away from God, Jed is falling away.. if he was there to begin with, All my friends are ignoring me... half of them aren't christians.. and no one will listen to me tell them the truth... if ( Read more... )

I.. well cut this morning... I woke up and was doing my hair and my mom told me to get the fuck out of the bathroom so she could shower and i did.. then she wanted me to stand outside with her dog so she wouldnt get out and i said that i didn't have enough time and she told me to "shut my god damn fucking mouth" and she would do it... so i went to ( Read more... )

I did it.... it sucks.... but im officially a skateboarder!!!! I wiped out!!!!! YAY!!!!! Tim and my mom got in a fight again and tim ripped the door out of the refridgerater..>>> SPELLED WRONG.
In Christ
J-Fo

yesterday me and my mom and Nicole went to the dollar store and i dtole some razors.... sont ask y im just confused... I dont want to cut but i feel like if I dont then im failing someone.... i havent done it in 3 weeks bu tonight is the night that is going to change.... I hate myself, I hate life.. I think andy is spreading stuff about me.. im ( Read more... )

i hat life so frickin much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I can't even write anything... All I have to say is Fuck You ALl Along with The World!!!!!!!!!!!

I keep confusing everyone... my mom's mood swings keep getting worst... She found my razors in the laundry so now I begin my quest to get some more.... I;m so fucked up.... I don't know y i'm bein like this to Lindsey it just seems that since she's become christian nothing's changed... She doesn't realize to be God's follower you have to make ( Read more... )

I'm so confused,... Lindsey i'm sorry for being like that... I don't know how to talk to you anymore.. I thought you were my "best friend" but I realize your not... I'm sorry for acting like a... I don't know.... I want to go and cut.... Bye

Uhhhhh..... All my friends who I thought were my friends are falling out on me,,,,, My mom never stops yelling and my therapist hasn't been to seeee me for like ever.... I always try to help my friends and what do they give me as thankx... The silent treatment... and it doesn't help that andy had to go and use me... I know it was my fault bu tit ( Read more... )