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je'taime,

je'taime, vraiment .. 

 On July 7th, 2010 ( Read more... )

 

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jolin's latest epic sad song.

lyrics:

被問了整晚 你怎麼不在 朋友難得狂歡
我苦笑隱瞞 放任他們猜 不知情 不責怪

熱鬧 散場 躲回安靜的床
快窒息的心慌 沒改善方法

不愛
你說分開都是 為我著想
用忽略 解散愛 太牽強

世界被你 劃成兩個方向
一邊是我 一邊是天堂

要我更樂觀 勸我再去愛
很像你 不意外

這一種野蠻 名字叫關懷
別拿來 代替愛

清晨 陽光 晒不進我心房
我比誰都好強
你太清楚了吧

別愛
你說分開都是 為我著想
用自由 解散愛 太逞強

遺忘讓人 輕盈得能飛翔
我不是你想去的地方

愛越拉扯越疼痛
不再搶救 好聚好散 假裝灑脫

我們太善良
連自己
都騙不過

我愛
你說未來很長 一切難講
放棄了 解散愛 別勉強!

我的幸福, 你決定不在場..

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I have decided to come back here to rant, instead of whining to you. before you really get sick of me.
i don't really know how things are like now. 
i kinda wish i could skip everything,
and fast forward into a future that i'm in uni,
studying what i like,
with me having no feelings for anybody. but the Arts and my gadgets.

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 the fact that you don't even bother to grab every opportunity between us, shows how much you care about "us". why should i even be bothered to continue this...

in short, i am sick of being the proactive one. it shows how desperate i am, and makes me look real stupid sometimes..

i would definitely say yes,
regardless of what you

say you wanna do
say you wanna eat
say you wanna see
say you wanna feel
say you wanna hear
say you want

phobia of this feeling. this emptiness and fear of losing someone important any moment.

if only,

if only I
have bigger eyes,
have better complexion,
am taller,
have a bigger build
have a smaller nose
have a less talkative mouth
have bigger hands

i would be more confident of myself.

nobody's perfect, but am i shortchanged?

like kylie sang many years ago..

"like im in love with you, like you're in love with me, but dream is all i do, if only they come true.
i should be so lucky,
lucky, lucky lucky
i should be so lucky in love!"

ya right, sometimes i wish im like kenaldi, who never fell in love with anybardy.

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了

也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 我怎么睡得着 
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