So i have decided that i am once again gonna update again, it;s been a LONG time, since like august, but updating and writing in here always makes me feel better, so i am gonna. It's been a bad couple of weeks, actually months, but i am gonna be getting outta here soon so everything will get better. I think i have actually found someone i can be ( Read more... )

All i want is to be happy
All i want is to have the amount of love i feel be returned
All i want is to be held and kissed
All i want is to be told i am beautiful
i guess i want too much

4-day weekend fuck yeah! But of course loser me has liek NOTHING to do, me and meg basically drove around and went to the pool hall 3 times last night, please people save me, find something for me to do, something fun, something that involves my senses getting screwed up..................please

after yesterday i was hoping that today was gonna be one of those days that just makes it all better.......but it didn;t start of that way. of course when i wake up i feel lieks hit,a nd i'm not talking like just don;t wanna go to school bull but actually shit, like i couldn;t even walk my stomach hurt so bad...so no school for me, slept till 12 ( Read more... )

my life just sucks, i'm fat and all i really want is to be held and for people to tell me they love me, but no one is here to do that..............

it;'s been like forever since i wrote, life has jsut been so busy, so full, i have anew job, for all of u who dont; know, i work at world gym in chelmsford, i'd have o say i love it, much ore than damn Market basket, i still wanna burn that place down! i have a wonderful wonderful boyfriend, he;s the light of my life, i see him everyday and i love ( Read more... )

life threw me another love curveball last night.....it sucks, i try so hard to impress the guys i liek so that they like me back but for some reason it never works.........i have a feeling i'm gona get a repeat, that one of my friends is gonna steal the guy i lieka gain.........life sucks so bad right now, like i'm talking hard core........... ( Read more... )

i don;t like life, or maybe it's th fact that i don;t understand life...it's been throwing me way too many curve balls in the love department lately...... everyone seems to think i don;t wanna settle downa dn that i jsut want to keep playing guys and stuff, but i really do wanana settle down, i jsut can;t find a guy who wants to too! I thought it ( Read more... )

My friends seem to think i am insanely obsessed with boys, but really i'm not... i jsut liek them...alot and summer is all about the hook-ups am i right ! well just to let u know how i stand on it here's my saying for the summer!
"I'm like a Baskin-Robins and i'm taking just a little taste of every flavor!"