my only Christmas wish

[jaimez]

Dear Santa,

I really don't need anything this Christmas.  There really is only one thing I want.  I want to have my bestest friend back here with me so life can go back to normal.  I want our plans to be completed and this pain to go away.  I want my heart to stop hurting and my eyes to stop burning from the tears.  I miss her very much and need her

Comments

[magermallow]

Dear Jaimie,
I know we are not close and you must be sick of hearing this stuff from people like myself but I can't read something like that and not try to help in any way. I know this must suck beyond belief. I couldn't even imagine. But things will be ok, they'll never be the same I know, but they will be ok. Just be strong and when you can't always be strong since you arent superhuman, just remember your friends that are here with you and lean on them as much as you need to. You know they are all here for you, they love you and would do anything for you. Being with others who can make you happy is the best thing you could do. I hope you can find a way to be happy and have fun through this hard time b/c you know that's what Vicki wants. Don't stop doing the things you love to do. Have fun in honor of Vicki and try your best to remember that that empty space you feel is still filled with the memories you have and the things that only you two shared.
Love, Christy

[jaimez]

Thank you very much. Of course I've heard it time and time again, but it is always nice to hear it again. Ecspecially from people who you know truly do care. Thank you.