1. Where is your dad right now?
sleeping i think

2. Last time you kissed someone?
like 10 minutes ago before steve went up stairs

3. Name five things you did/will do today.
well its 8 at night so im going to the guard show, seeing sister, seeing the guard, seeing friends, and sleeping

4 What color is your watch?
silver

5. what kind of phone do you have?
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Best
1. Male friend: Steven
2. Female friend: Vicki, Jess, Krissy, Christine

Worst
1. Time of day: when I'm at work
2. Day of the week: Any day
3. Food: anything that smells bad
4. Memory: These last three months of my life

Last
1. Person you saw: Shannananana
2. Hug: Steven
3. Text: Steven
4. IMed: Papa
5. Message over myspace: Erica
6. Phone call: Steven

Today
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I can't sit back and watch it any more.  I have to say something.

To whom it may concern:

I don't understand you.  At all.  I am going through one of the hardest times of my life right now.  I have to live the rest of my life with out my bestest friend (physically) by my side.  And up until last week, for almost 2 long hard painful months, I had to ( Read more... )

I couldn't even imagine what 2007 could have in store for me.  I'm not sure anything can compare to 2006.  There have been so many ups and downs I'm not sure which has more.  The beginning of this year was great.  I got a wonderful boyfriend who I love very much and made peace with friends I thought I'd never be friends with again.  I had an ( Read more... )

Dear Santa,

I really don't need anything this Christmas.  There really is only one thing I want.  I want to have my bestest friend back here with me so life can go back to normal.  I want our plans to be completed and this pain to go away.  I want my heart to stop hurting and my eyes to stop burning from the tears.  I miss her very much and need her ( Read more... )

for now we'll say good bye
i know its not the last time
i've lost the best part of my day
it's better, where you're going anyway...

Last night and today have got to be the hardest two days of my life.  I don't even know how to describe the feeling.  Last night was so unreal.  I could not beleive I was actually sitting in the same room with my best ( Read more... )

I really cannot beleive this is happening.  This has to be a dream I will soon wake up from.  It is so unreal.  And at the same time....  it hurts, so bad.  I have never felt this pain before.  As most know I have lost those close to be before, but it was never at the age of 18.  And it was never my best friend.  This sucks so bad.  I wish I knew ( Read more... )

1. How old will you be in five years ( Read more... )

It's so crazy to realize that it has been 5 years since the attack on the US.  It's weird to watch all of the footage.  I still remember where I was when I first heard.  I was in 8th grade going to history class.  I walked past the office and there were a lot of parents picking up their kids.  I remember Danielle Brubaker was there and I asked her ( Read more... )

21 questions

ONE.
Spell your name with just vowels:
First: aiie
Middle: ioe
Last: ie

TWO.
Are you single?: no sir

THREE.
my favorite number: 9

FOUR.
What color do you wear most?: i wear a little bit of everything. but when i do my wash i notice i have a lot of black and white. so ya know.

FIVE.
least favorite color?: im not a huge fan of dark ( Read more... )