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today i realized the truth of what you all have been telling me all along, that i refused to believe. the truth about her, and how she really feels about me. it's all true...

it's a choice between good and evil. evil seems so unappealing and so sickeningly desirable, and good has already fled, leaving me on country road with the unknown, who has already replaced your face. just the knowledge that someone else is capable of having a smile like that brings alot of hope to me.

dear sarah, regardless of life's twists and shortcomings, that moment was almost heartstoppingly beautiful and i will remember it forever, thank you. <3.

dear people of the free world:

rob and i are fucking rock stars.

i guess someday you will become just like her. another old story i talk too much about with someone else, and old set of cuts that don't sting anymore, another dead limb.

each of these days that draws us apart
takes a piece from my
takes a piece from my heart.

me and rob and casey went to rape lake and got fucking PISSED.

i must convey in this life: nothing can last forever.

you showed up during the last song. wow.

everything i love left me. everything i cared for died or changed. i've fallen, i've failed. and i lost everything i fought to gain. over, OVERCOME. every time you spit in my face. over, OVERCOME. add more weight, i won't break. over, OVERCOME. won't allow myself to be beat. overcome, overcome, rise back up. always trouble surrounding me. but i've ( Read more... )