today is my nineteenth birthday.

stick a fork in this journal, it's done.

___________thaw

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i just ordered so much shit for my birthday.

me and kenny stay up all night and talk about licking buttholes and what it does for us.

these floods of you are unforgiving. pushing passed me spilling through the banks. and i fall. faster than light and faster than time. that's how memory works, at least in the dark where i'm searching for meaning. when i'm just searching for something. i want out. out of every awkward day, out of every tongue tied loss. i want out. out of the ( Read more... )

i just ordered this.
p.s. band practice tomorrow.

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tonight we went to becky's birthday party for a second and then left to go to luke's secret party/show thing, it was pretty good, i saw some kids i haven't seen in forever. i was pretty pissy tonight. i think i can give myself some credit for that, pissiness isn't unwarranted that often. alot of people are a disappointment, sometimes the ( Read more... )

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i met you finally. we brought you home. the end.

alex is designing my no love no hope tattoo. dear alex: i love you. i am trying to convince her to start a clothing company or something so she can make money off of stupid kids like me. i would also like to be involved with something like that, hook me up.

( you have the most beautiful name i've ever cursed )

know that i've lost all compassion. know that she's cursed by a brooding. may i mar you father, as to cut through your mask of benevolence and reveal your vile burden. i will watch you burn.

i will watch you burn