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So yea been a real long time and you know, shits changed. Kinda feel really awquard writing again but hey its not like anyone will see it but me lol. So let me update you on. Ive been seeing this amazing girl ashley on and off the past two years. she really is all ive ever wanted. yea, had a hand accident leaving me two digits short but hey it ( Read more... )

Hi im jake and i never update my livejournal. But thats okay cuz sam is gonna do it for me. Football is over, track has started im good. I get my license soon , so then i can drive sam everwhere she wants to go. Thats all i got for yah... i will probably never write in this so yeah yah know.

yeah me and laura broke up thanksgivin night. I guess that she wasnt ready for a serious relationship, but yet she still likes me and wants to be friends. Do you know how many times ive used that one?!?!?! lol I think i waz bein used as a rebound but whatever ya know. Anyway, im startin tuesday in the playoff game, should be cool. Hopefully i ( Read more... )

I am constantly thinking of everything. Of laura, of football, of work, of school, of friends. Everything. I hate thinking. Everything i think is negitive. I always think that laura doesnt like me and is gona leave me for some other guy. I think that im gona fuck up in football, or that im gona get fired or faile or be a loser. I need to get high ( Read more... )

I finaly got a job. Im gona be a bus boy at cafe romanzo. I only work saturday's untill the football seasion is over. Then friday and saturday. Hopefully this works for awhile.

the past two days were pretty cool. Friday i hung at laura's. That was fun. tv, played pool, and hottub. Then sat was the football game. WE kicked ass 26-7. I had more big plays today not starting than i did when i was. I got more yards and tackles. Explain that to me. And today i think im gona hang wit bartlett. But who knows. Lata

i hooked up wit laura last saturday. nice nice. noone cares, but thats ok. lata

hangin here in study. Today is really hard. Not my classes but with every one just talkin about the accident. The halls are so quiet and everyone looks so sad. I didnt go to the wake yesterday. I wasnt tryin to be disrespectful, but i just couldnt go there and be with everyone crying and seein him lying dead there. I would have lost it. And i dont ( Read more... )

Today was shocking and unexplainable. I woke up to a phone call from bartlett. He told me that corey bassard died in a car accident and that rob and josh were in the car too. I couldnt think. It didnt sink in right away. How could this happen in coventry?? How could this happen to someone i knew?? Then i went to football practice to hear that rob ( Read more... )