About Me. It was fine to write before, it stays.

[jakineko_kimen]

Comments

[shin_bio_hazard]

It wasn't ok, it isn't ok.. I don't mean anything of this! Please believe me.. I wrote this while I was drunken with stupidity.. I'm nothing short of a dumbass for writing this, and I assure you I don't mean anything. I'm retarded for hurting you, and I wish I could go back in time and slap myself some sense..
I care about you.. I don't think you're selfish or shallow.. you really do care about me.. I know that.. this is stupid, and a bunch of lies.. *sighs* I'm really sorry I hurt you.. I never thought of the consequences of writing a bunch of stupid shit.. please.. I don't want to lose you.. you've only been trying to help and I did this.. proof that I wasn't thinking at all when I wrote this.. I don't think these things about you.. please believe me..

[zarlune]

Baddy. It wasn't stupid shit when you wrote it. Journals are for venting, and for helping -you- and to write down how -you- feel. This entry reflects how you felt, at least a little in one point of time. It should stay, you should have a record of it.

[shin_bio_hazard]

It was stupid shit when I wrote it, too.. I somehow knew it was. I was just ranting stupidly, I never meant to really hurt him.. and if I should have wrote this.. then I should have done it somewhere private, where I couldn't have hurt him, and I could still reflect on my own fucking stupidity.

[jakineko_kimen]

Is degrading yourself; calling yourself names supposed to be an appology? If so, I don't want it. You wrote this and you Meant it when you wrote it. You honestly think that I've done all I've done to make you into the person I want, and that I'm just changing you to make myself happy. You know, it kills me that you keep thinking i want you to change for me. I keep telling you to change for yourself. And then you say you want someody to love you for you, when YOU don't like who you are. You say there's a price for everything, that you gotta give if you wanna get. Well, daniel, i tried to give you all the help i could and didn't ask for anything in return. And all i Got out of it was hurt. And if i could go back in time and make it so i never met you and never tried to help, i wouldn't. I'd still try to help you

[mikha]

I feel this way often. I suppose more on the love portion than any thing else. I find myself growing up and loving people, realizing that I inveitably push people away. And I have fallen for this one guy, but he seems kind of preoccupied with sex, and he doesn't really want to meet me half way on alot of things

[jakineko_kimen]

This was an entry that someone else wrote. Alot of it was about me. Glad i could help.

[deviouswolf]

I'm only part-way through reading this.. but, so far, we seem to have similar views on things. :/

[deviouswolf]

Goddness.. so much sounds too much like me, of course, we do have some conflicting views... but I won't stir thign sup. :x *pokes*

[deviouswolf]

*sniffles and is defriended* ;~;

[jakineko_kimen]

OMG *hugs* you are so not defriended!!

[deviouswolf]

but.. I popped off your friends list o.o

[jakineko_kimen]

:hugs and shuts you up: IT'S BETTER NOW! :O