Ok so my dream did not come true at the Christmas party. I'm ok with it. The party was fun. Bowled ate had a great time. I gave Dan a present and he liked it. I had to drive him home. It wasnt like last time where he was ticklin me. It's ok ( Read more... )

So there is Dan. He's is the one that sent me 4,5,9,11,12,13,14. He likes me and I liek him. We've told eachother this and have been doing nothing but flirting. It's nice. We went to the movies and we held hands. And driving to go get Clem and Nate he was tickling my leg. It was nice. This past sunday he worked at night while I was bowling ( Read more... )

he's so adorable. he's so nice. oh my goodness. 4, 5, 9,11,12,13,14. you would only understand if you look at myspace. he's one great guy. i don't want to say his name right away for i may ruin my chances. but he's so adorable.

so im living life. working looking for more work so i can afford school. ive givin up on school for now but dont worry guys ill be back to school asap. but yeah living life trying not to worry about finding a guy but its a little hard. im still lonely but hey ive got my friends to keep me company. yeah so thats it for now.

It's Thanksgiving!!!!!!!!!! Hope all have a fabulous one.

so i got burned once again. i let my heart open up to him and hes not into me. what the f*ck!!! oh well whatever doesnt kill me makes me stronger right??? i guess im just gonna move on. thats the only thing i can do. so guys bring it on im ready to roll. ha ha ha.......yeah.

I still like Chip/Eric. I can't help it. He's such a sweet guy and I just want to be with him. If I could have anything for Christmas it would be that Chip and I would be together. Yup that's all I want. I went down there this past weekend to visit. All I wanted was to see him once. I did on Sunday. They had their concert so I of course had ( Read more... )

sorry for the complete change in guys. there is this guy. started talking to him a few days ago. we started talking and we clicked rigth away. i was a bit freaked by it cuz i havent experienced anything like that. so i wasnt sure how to act. well i acted myself obiviously. but im just blown away by this kid. hes so nice and so honest. and ( Read more... )

so i pretty much just poured my heart and sould to anthony. hes giving me the money next friday. i told him that he could come in and we would talk. i feel a little better. still want him though. almost cried while i was writing him. i told him i still liked him and blah blah blah. but things are getting patched up between us. hes not ( Read more... )

i miss.......him. i dont know why but i miss him. maybe its cuz im just lonely. i cant help it. i dont want to dwell on him anymore, but the reminder of him is still there. i feel so stupid feeling this. i know hes a jerk and i know im better than that but at the time he made me feel good about me. and now i feel like im not worth nothing. the ( Read more... )