The previous entry was written about three months ago, but for some reason never posted. It did get saved in its entirety as a draft, though. Weird. Reading over it, not much has changed. Well, thats not true, I accepted Jesus into my heart on Monday, so Ive been using God to help me through these difficult times. But Im still struggling with ( Read more... )

I want to hide away from the world. Ive turned the guest bedroom into my cave while I work through this depressive episode. I had a good night sleep, and woke up feeling pretty stable. But watching Jack at ABA, I found myself feeling frustrated and increasingly depressed. I know hes feeling scattered because hes in tune with my emotions. He knows ( Read more... )

In my last entry, I talked about my fears of not maintaining my sanity in nursing school. Well, I passed my first semester of school with flying colors. If I keep this up, in only 12 more months I will be a nursing school graduate! It's hard to believe how fast time flies and how much you can learn in just a short period of time. The past few ( Read more... )

So I got into the accelerated nursing program! Yay! Now I have to figure out how I'm going to pay for it! Shit! I have subsidized student loans for $4500, so I accepted all of that. I also have unsubsidized loans for $6500, which I haven't accepted yet. I'm wondering if it might just be easier to take out all my available loans and not worry about ( Read more... )

My new obsession: line dancing. It's sooo much fun. Good exercise, too. As long as I don't counteract it by drinking massive amounts of beer. :p I need to buy some boots and a cowboy hat ( Read more... )

That's one of the many sounds that Jack's Buzz Lightyear car makes. But it kind of relates to how I'm feeling right now. I feel somewhat lost, like I'm going into unchartered space, but I feel hopeful about the future. One of the good things that came out of training is realizing I've been neglecting myself. All the drinking, and irregular sleep ( Read more... )

What the hell am I doing? I woke up this morning, and I felt physically ill. I've been wasting a ton of money this month, and I didn't realize it until I actually looked at my finances. True, some of the purchases needed to be done (fixing my car's broken axle and replacing the battery) and I have money saved up for that reason, but so much of the ( Read more... )

FYI: Star mean, "This applies to me ( Read more... )

“I worked at Ford motor company. They have a probation period. You have to be on the job 90 days in order for Ford motor company to release their benefit package to you. Why do women, who possess the greatest benefit of them all, why you passing out your benefits to a guy who has not been on the job for 90 days and has not proven to you that he's ( Read more... )