so paul offered me $200 to leave the house for a week... not sure what he's doing that he needs me out of the house for a week, but i know not to question it. just take the money and fund a place to go. so i'm gonna stay at Pete's from thurs-sat, then on saturday i'm going up to Boyne to visit my dad with Pete and Dom P. Saturday i get my xanax rx ( Read more... )

# Take a small glass of cold tap water; do not use mineral water, nor any kind of juice or soda water, due to the acidity of such liquids ( Read more... )

Q1) First name? Emily ( Read more... )

God i miss you so much.

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it hurts to remember all the good thing in our life

goddamn it. it's so fuckin hard.

I need to be distracted with conversation, about anything. just fucking christ, why has everyone dissappeared. Or have i rather than them.

Nyquil doesn't do shit anymore.... is that a bad sign?

I fucking need people right now, and everyone is either with him, or just gone.

Oi!

fuckin hang out with me goddamn-it!

forgotten.

goddamn i wish i had some nyquil. more xanax as well. i'm thinking about going into the hospital, i'm 19, my mom first went when she was 20. but i don't want to go... but maybe it's good........... or something.

i'm just afraid of myself, by myself.

Friday and absolutely nothing to do, (st. patty's day nonetheless).

Well, there is something to do... but i didn't get invited, and i'm pretty sure Pete doesn't want me there anyways. I'm fuckin' diein' here. bored outta my fuckin' mind.

i fucking hate alcohol ( Read more... )

Pete and i broke up... we still love eachother so much. it's just hard right now for some reason.

Me, cassie, and christos are hanging out. it's fun. calm.