i miss you so much... the times we spent together were so amazing they were like everything i could ever ask for... i miss you so much and i want you back at least another chance.... amanda im here... and yes i care... im sorry sweety

well the past few days have been real tuff.... very emotional....... i have been in so much pain and everyone that could be there for me isnt...... the person i need most isnt here and if they could be im not sure they would be to interested in helping....... i have so much good for me going on but yet there is a lot going on that i have never felt ( Read more... )

i just got a call from emily...... and it was terible..... the doctor said that she has cancer and only has 1 year to live......... i cant believe this..... why is this happening ( Read more... )

ok to start off i have been emotional today..... really emotional..... it sucks ( Read more... )

hey im sitting here bored ......

just got back from the movies... beauty shop...

talking on the phone with emily right now

miss everyone back at home

lets see ....... i woke up and am sitting at my computer looking at pictures of kasey.... i miss her
i was looking through pictures and saw aj and dean than saw lacie melasi and lacie g... than i saw mindi and than crystal..... man i miss all of you so so much

This could be it, I think I'm in love ( Read more... )

Don't.. don't you wish we tried ( Read more... )

i want to thank nicole and dani so so so so so so so so so so much for helping me with this new layout it looks horrible.....

lol jk it looks great thank you so so so so so so so so so much

well lets see im ok could be better...... i really miss everyone so so much..... i am doing quite good though....... lets see the people who are involved in my life here in colorado...

lexi!.....<3 u shes such a sweet girl and i didnt expect to be with her or anything but its not that bad........ she cares so so much and is there for me ( Read more... )