ok to start off it is 6:55 in the morning i got home at like 1:00 and decided that since me and kasey have not talked often or since i have not seen here in 3 days and i have tried that i was going to stay up till she woke up at 7:00 to tell her i love her.... i have been so so tired but i really just want to tell her i love her....... than i am ( Read more... )

ok to start off i have been areested twice in 3 days for driving on a suspended lisence and assult on nick...... yeah i have no place to live now.... but i guess im doing ok, i still have my job but i try not to drive around anymore unless i absoulutely have to. things with me and kasey ...... who knows things with her and ben are going good gunna ( Read more... )

im most likely leaving soon to start over in colorado not sure if ill be back my heart wants to stay but there is something that i am not a part of at this point that is sort of telling me to just go there is other saying i shouldnt.... i have nothing at this point and i dont think it will change unless 2 things we all know what one of them is and ( Read more... )

ok to start off i was hapy yesturday not onlay am i making a change, working 10 days in a row yesturday and making money to benifit myself... i also got 3 very nice phone calls last night from my ms. amazing....... she knows how to steel my heart...... ok to start off i am no longer single.... to all of those who are.... i am going to try my best ( Read more... )

ok to start off i had an amazing day with kasey the other day i think it was thursday i was so happy to spend the time with her that i did..... than after that lets see friday i went to the club with lacie and britni and omg it was amazing i had so much fucking fun it was the first time in a while i was able to spend the night not worried about ( Read more... )

um i am sitting at home after i dropped kasey and haley off at school..... i am just waiting for 11:00 to roll around.... i get to see ms amazing, yeah kasey i know..... you think you are a horrible person and not even close to amazing .... shut up!....... well anyways i have a few things planned to do with kasey but im not quite sure if they6 ( Read more... )

i have not typed in here for ever and i mean it.... so much shit has happened since the last time i did i mean my life made like a complete turn for the worse.... but ive been trying to work through it.... finacially... poor.... but got a decent job that i like making money. in the situatuion with love well you all know no matter what ill always ( Read more... )

omg i hate my fucking life and everything in it but kasey i swear to god her and aj are all i have call my cell phone if you want my oppinion on you

done with this journal bull shit i will find something worth while like making kasey happy i mean cause i do ...... you jealous mother fuckers..!!!!!!

i     just want to be happy all the time and want to be looked at as the person i really am no one trully treats me the way i feel that i have always treated others   and i wish people understood that i have given everything i have ever had in my life for my baby kasey and that they need to stop running there mouths and saying that are relationship ( Read more... )