Seriously now...trying to ammend the constitution to prohibit same sex marriages? You have to be kidding me? Now let me make myself clear...I could give two shits whether the person I love is recognized as my husband through the eyes of god (well, through the eyes of conservative christians who believe their opinion to be the word of god...yeah ( Read more... )

I've been coming home a lot more lately and I think I like it...a lot. I get to see a lot of my good friends AND eat for free! I came home Friday evening and went straight to Alex's house for this birthday dinner/hang out thingy...it was good times. We watched Wedding Crashers with his family. I always find it so amusing when someone over 40 ( Read more... )

I'm almost done with finals and considering I'm a semesters worth smarter than I was at this time after holiday break I've decided to make a claim about myself. I rely too much on the opinion of others. I'm going to work on going with my gut instinct, I assume it's at least decent with the number of friends that come to me for advice...so yeah. ( Read more... )

I remember trying to describe this overwhelming loss of touch with reality in a post from a while ago...it was like nothing seemed to have purpose or meaning to me. Well...I'm happy to say that it's getting better. I'm not just going through life to get through it, I'm stopping to smell the roses and savor what I'm working so hard to attain. I can' ( Read more... )

I've been doing a lot of soul searching the past few months and I'm happy to say that I've made some significant progress tonight. It came about from watching a movie that I thought I'd never watch. I don't know how I took what I'm promising to do out of that movie, nor do I care, I'm just excited about seeing where it will lead me. I know it's not ( Read more... )

It seems things do change when you put your mind to it. I worked out twice today, got some reading done, AND ate healthy. I know it has only been one day but what a GREAT start to a new outlook. This break has been soooo nice but it looks like it's going to end sooner than I want it to. I'm going to need to apply myself even more once my hectic ( Read more... )

Eric is right, the turning point I'm looking for comes from within. It's funny that I haven't thought to look back on my life and see all that I've gone through. I have so much to be happy about right now it's not funny, pessimism is for dirty bitches, and I'm not a dirty bitch, right? I'd like to think not. I have never been someone to let ( Read more... )

I'm looking for it. The thing that triggers me to make that fantastic change in my life where I start buckling down and devoting myself to my future instead of idiotic wild goose chases. A lot of what's going through my head right now can't be written here (don't you wish you could read my REAL journal!) but I'll at least hint at it. It's funny how ( Read more... )

So considering I have drastic mood swings from day to day I'd like to unofficially declare myself as Bi-polar. Not really, but I don't feel at all like I did last night...which is a good thing. I still feel overwhelmed with all I have on my plate but chances are if I've gotten through everything else in college as successfully as I have so far... ( Read more... )

Despite numerous great things that have happened to me this semester I can't get past this pervasive dull feeling I have all the time. It's as if everything I say and do just happens for no rhyme or reason, I feel as if I have no control over myself or my future. I know I'm not depressed because I have definitely been happy, anxious, sad, mad, and ( Read more... )