i think i have the strangest feelings ever. i use new ones to cover up the old ones..... take it from me that never works. now after a two hour car ride to siena heights to look at the college and pole vault for three hours, but loved every minute of it, i have realized that i still have some feelings for you. it can never be yes i know, but their ( Read more... )

Why is it that I fell in love for the first time and I wasn't even in a relationship, it made things so weird. I felt like I couldn't kiss him when I pleased and I felt that if I made a move he would be scared or something, but that doesn't matter anymore. Even so it happened so long ago and I have moved on and i'm with a guy that makes me so happy ( Read more... )

i dont know what to do, something happened and i dont know what to think of it....goood or bad idk. i started something new and the old came back. along with my hidden feelings. i dont know want to think but i know what i'm feeling but dont know what to make of it ( Read more... )

life is good... the worlds biggest chocolate kiss is sitting in front of me and i'm sick of chocolate......maybe something is wrong.

why wont those feeling just go away.. i was doing so well and shit had to happen.......i truly am sorry thought.

about a week now till i become a little older then last year and i hate it...

life has so much meaning that can not be wasted on some fuckup guy who is failing college :)

me and amber had fun up at the hotel, i think amber fell in love with EJ. (hes not for me) then went pole vaulting didnt get 9'6 from standards oh but i'm still going to states bring some of my other bitches up to that lovely hotel party as well. kristen you looked so beautiful at that snowcoming dance you are still short but still beautiful, you ( Read more... )

its been a long time since i updated this thing. this may even be the last. thos are some nice pics meridith took from marys house. insane wtf where you guys doing. i might have to say i did like the fetus pic and noel murphy one. stino why did you always have that rubber balloon dick in your hand. lol elisha i dont know why you think were arent ( Read more... )

what a shitty day i'm cool i got my license. ummm...the fucking car still needs license plates. so i'm still on the damn bus... that bitch bus driver hates me its so sad. (tear) how could anyone ever hate me? hahaha wtf am i saying.

Amber and her magic wonder..(Shes a future FBI agent)