So i just went through and read almost all of my entries waaaay back to 06/05 and i have to say i was pretty good at predicting my future life events, i knew that one day all my friends would slowly fade away and that I my self wouldnt be bothered by it at all, i predicted how far along id be in school, what relationships would and wouldnt last, ( Read more... )

Today i fell to my knees and i begged God to respond just once please! and when i looked up so hatefully towards the sky, it suddenly dawned on me that well "god" was never truly alive, and that all of my problems and burdens were my own, and that i shouldn't put my faith into the unknown, I see now that God is Man, and Man is God, and that we are ( Read more... )

whos down??? i just got a new season aaaaand i have a bottle so i plan on gettin in my nighties and watchin peter and the gang, sounds like a good night to me =]

my life is this shit, so suck it, UH!

i met another girl who is amazing!! i hope she doesnt turn out to be a flop like the last one!!!

aaaaand i couldnt be more excited about it =] i feel like a little boy again hahaha

so i turn 21 in two hours and its freakin weird...not sure how i feel about it, but im not going to go out and get totally shit faced like every one else does, i think thats kind of lame, not to mention this past year two kids i knew died from getting too faded on there 21st birthdays, so ill just have a few drinks and relax with my close friends ( ( Read more... )

since last Thursday I just don’t feel like the same person any more, I feel like my soul has become older and more tired than ever before, its almost as if I have lost all hope of holding on to that dream of being a kid forever, I suppose we all lose that innocence sooner or later whether its chipped away over time or something traumatic happens ( Read more... )

what do ya think? =P


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