Okay so maybe if i post this in my journal the questions will stop..
I will not be giving Tips and Tricks..

Yes i can Fast for an extremely long amount of time, with no problems, not even thinking about food.  The thought of food, eating, chewing, tasting repulses me to noo end..

That doesn't mean i Never eat.  Never say Never.  And yes i know its ( Read more... )

I swear sometimes, more often than not, I sit and rethink how I got here. How does this take a once "sane" person to where people think YOU'RE crazy? That is something i hope one day i can grasp.

I am going for my Masters in Social Work and I want to specialize in EDs.  Part of it is learning how this could happen to me, other part helping those ( Read more... )

I really can't take this anymore. I hate that i feel soo alone when i know that im not. Its hard explaining myself to people when they really have NO IDEA what im talking about.  Whats worse is that i'd rather be in isolation.

This is going to feel so good to get out right now.  All the therapy and "treatment" can never compare to your own personal thoughts, the ones to shameful to admit, escaping from you.  To start I am getting so tired of having an ED that my mind is truely losing it. I feel like i cant concentrate on anything other than this lately.  Worse than ( Read more... )