what I want and feel like i desperately need is something that i once had. but i am wondering if the ability to recreate that emotional connection in the same way is even possible. that concept is in agreement by others, and while i have to admit that I perceive that to be true, i wish that it wasn't. i took the availability and access to my 'ideal ( Read more... )

WELL, now that THAT'S all out of my system...maybe I can work on focusing towards something positive, NOT holding crap like that in for 3 years ( Read more... )

i feel better.
and i'm still not sorry.

i was asked tonight what God was doing in my life, i was asked to be transparent, and i gave the most bullshit answer ( Read more... )

ok...so i haven't posted in a while, and i hate doing this (only posting crappy stuff), so i'll do my best to end optimistic.

today sucked. i will spare you all from the melo-dramatic, mundane details of previously mentions sucky day.

buying the house is going well, and in a about a month i will be a homeowner! (see, i tried to end on a happy

Just got back from the Sigur Ros show. I don't even know what to say. It was by far so much better than I expected. I honestly can't find the words to describe how amazing it was.

Having a cold sucks ( Read more... )

I made a mixed cd for a friend's birthday tonight, and I must say, I am quite pleased. It consists partially of Wilco, Chris Thile, The Early November, Cool Hand Luke, Coheed, Imogen Heap, James Blunt...the list goes on. It's very delightful ( Read more... )

A preacher said this this morning at church, something good to tell yourself every morning when you wake up...
"Time is quick. Don't waste it on things that don't matter."

Hey MCF'ers...
I found out this morning Krystal (Price) Martin's brother was killed in Iraq. I know her family, and I know they are hurting immensley...so you all might want to keep them in your thoughts and prayers...

Thanks,