well, i always seem to write in these stupid things when im upset and i dont know why.

i feel so empty? inside. i hate when im in these rediculous moods. i dont have motivation for anything. school is kicking my ass and im having an attendance problem this year. i dont even have motivation to go out and do stuff. i dont know its weird.

i hate being ( Read more... )

i dont know why im writing in this thing but i was reading my journal from like 2 years ago so it made me want to write again.

so, school started and its finally senior year. i cant believe this is already my last year of highschool. i remember freshman year like it was yesterday. but im definitely ready to get this year over and done with. it's ( Read more... )

so summer has started and so far it has been awesome. i've been to the beach alot which makes me happy. lauren and i got in a car accident last week, we flipped 3 times and she totaled her car. thank god nobody was seriously hurt.

i went to lake gaston last weekend for the first time this summer. courtney, allison, lauren, and rachel joined me. it ( Read more... )

what does jamie do when she gets bored? yes, this ( Read more... )

i love life. no really, it's so chill. i love being happy and content. there's one problem though that i've come to realize. i think i have a problem with keeping a steady friend. no really, every new friend i make always ends up disappering after a month or two. i only have a selected few that i have actually had for years. but ya know what who ( Read more... )

alright this is gonna be a venting entry so if you plan on commenting with a bitchy comment, dont even bother reading any further.

alright so a lot of shit has been said about me lately, and it's really starting to piss me off. most of the time i dont really care, but when it's something like me having sex with someone then yeah i'm gonna care. i ( Read more... )

i hate the feeling of wanting something so fucking bad and you just can't have it. i only really want one thing right now and there's just no possible way of me getting it. maybe im selfish, call me a bitch, but life isn't fucking fair.

i hate living with regret. and right now it seems like i have so much regret built up inside of me. i hate it. i ( Read more... )

remember when we used to be together all the time? and we would have fun no matter what we did. i would snuggle in your arms and you would tell me that you were never going to let go. we would stay up late just laying in my bed watching your favorite shows at night. all those trips to lake gaston, how we would try to sneak around just so we could ( Read more... )

whats the point in writing in this? nobody cares what i write about it's all lame and pointless, i have no friends to read this or comment in this. well, my life is pretty boring and i guess this is what i do when i'm bored, so..i'll continue ( Read more... )

yesterday me and chad went to see movin out.. it was awesome i loved it so much. and then we went to freemason abbey for dinner which was absolutely delicious.

on saturday my mom brought me and chad a present with a card. i opened the card and it was just wishing us a good new year blah blah, and then at the bottom it said "you BOTH better ( Read more... )