the weithering blisters of life have grown to the size of comets, the worls is spinning out of control and im in the pilot seat. clutch hold of your fucking stearing wheel and turn right, crank that wheel harder than your mucles can pull. its impossable to turn your going to fast, your moving immediatly through the sound berrior and your head is ( Read more... )

like a confused madman i am. completely unequipped with things most people take for granted, yet equipped with some things most people dont have, yet i am a flotsam and jetsam of the world with only myself. i shall not bore you with details for i find they are pointless. irrevocable and immedicable i fear. like the spasm of a headless chicken i ( Read more... )

this is said perfectly without flaw and in its fullness it has somthing that compleatly scares me, i am terrified beyond words ( Read more... )

i know i know....

[01] Reply with your name and I will write something about you.

[02] I will then tell you what song/BAND reminds me of you.

[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.

[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.

[05] Put this in your journal.

ok thats it... im gonna get mad if i dont get what i want.... !!!!!

with my wooden leg and my gap teeth i hobble into this world like a pirate, not just any pirate, one with out any eyes and a parret that screams in his ears, constantly, pointing out all the inconsistancies and failures, not only those but also all the insecurities that go along with having such a parret on your shoulder. i would say this society ( Read more... )

like a bear in hibernation the content feeling of comfort, then BAM alarm clock, push the snooze, push it 2 more times and half an hour later drag your dead meat to the kitchen for sustinince, see a cockroach and smash it, pour some half crumbs half odd textured corn flakes. pur the rice dream on it and find somthing crunchy, "eh just a hardened ( Read more... )

i feel this terrible evil.. its compleatly self inflicted. dangerious in its sadness and tired nothingness, like a heart without the brain, pumping to this dead body when the brain just turns in on itself and destroys any attempt at expression. being compleatly without anything to talk about when theres thousands of things flying and torchering you ( Read more... )

define yourself, all the time. so i was being taught the major scale on bass, by my father, and i had a problem. i couldnt understand what an a was. he played the multiple a's on the bass and i didnt get how there could be a difference, how could one a sound different than another?? if there both a?? what makes an a??? is it just placement of the ( Read more... )

you must die to be reborn. im still battling the dragon. its pitiful how ive coped. i cant stand being in boyne anymore. i mean i love my family but everyone works all the time, then skis or snowboards. its rediculas. i hate being on the computer all day, with nothing to say, ive done nothing. i saw my grandma and grandpa, eh... the boring ones. ( Read more... )