In my personal life, a lot has been going on this summer. This entry is going to be long and it's going to require a good amount of background information. So here we go.
upon reading your journal twice I kind of understand but worry that your actions might indeed scare her into not talking to you (but as long as you do not act in anger or jealousy you will be okay). Your heartbreak is not a similar one to mine, but I hope that this trip will satisfy you in some of the ways you have described and give you a different bearing on life. I went to a hippie festival this weekend that I think you would have enjoyed because it was about peace--peace with yourself, peace with the world, and peace with nature. There was also alot of meditation and non-religious prayer. I feel a bit better having been to that than if I were to heal myself in conventional ways like booze and sex. Maybe I will visit you in china and we can go visit Tibet or some other spiritual landmark.
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