to bad she cant buy herself a clue on how to love her kids.

its like im a toy of hers, yeah she can dress me up and buy me stuff when she feels like it, but 90% of the time im just thrown in the back of the closet.

That feeling of wondering, ofnot knowing is what gets to me. Twirling throuhg my mind of whatifs can drive a girl crazy. i only hope ill get a second chance ( Read more... )

what a nice number
its unique
and pretty

and its not here

thats how many miles away i would like to be
id like to go to that great place where no one will bother me
with my other 2/3 of course

seriously
wtf is going on

because i DONT KNOW OK
and can someone also tell em what to do with my life?
because i cant seem to figure it out...

i simply dotn know what is going on anymore.
at all.
everything is ruched and crazy and hectic. my life is in the fast lane more than ever, yert i cant seem to straighten out my priorities. college. school. college. gymnastics. christa. college. mara laila. school.
and then theres the other people
that truly mess with my mind
or is it just me? making a ( Read more... )

ive realized
im not as fantastic at judging people as i was once believed
i love my best friend
sometimes i fall into other peoples traps

im not going to lie
i did kind of know what was going on
i would have had to have been a complete incometent fool to not see it
however, i do think some lines were crossed
i felt deceited
i felt like i was put under false ( Read more... )

we all got it ( Read more... )

the way i see it ( Read more... )

and this sux. i miss everything. honestly. i had the most amazing time of my life, and now its over. and i feel like once things were that high, they can only go down. you know? like. that was the best my life has ever ever been. could it go any higher? i dont know. i miss my triplets in crime. i miss running, just because. i miss everything. i ( Read more... )

he promised he wouldnt forget me ( Read more... )

its just that time of year ( Read more... )