this weekend was fun, Heidi surprised me by coming home and knocking on my door. At first i didnt answer it because well i was home alone and i hate answering the door, its usually just some 20 year old black guy selling magazines or candy bars so they can stay off crack or something of that sort, and its hard for me to be nice to those people. ( Read more... )

Following in Ashley's footsteps ( Read more... )

Wow, it really is amazing how things go. I know i'm a guy and it's really only girls who read what I write, and they probably dont understand where i'm coming from when I write stuff, and yes I know I write really random things and I put in stuff that I know women don't agree with. But alot of stuff I write about comes out for a reason. Tonight ( Read more... )

Why so much hurt? Why so much pain? Why do we always seem to do the same thing? Why do we hate? Can anyone answer these questions? Where do people go wrong? I don't understand it, do you? One day its fine, the other its not so. The next week its back to the way we were ( Read more... )

I hate seeing someone I care about cry. It builds up this rage in my stomach and I feel like I can't control myself. Nobody deserves to be hurt, nobody deserves to get played with like a toy. The world is full of sick ass people who only care about themselves and nobody elses feelings. People get hurt by words and actions, get misled, get lied ( Read more... )

So its for certain, i'm going home at semester. My folks are going to help me get an apartment and i'll probably just go to Metro for a semester than transfer to UNO and work on a degree in Criminal Justice. I would stay down here because im already here and all but they only have an associates degree in criminal justice, and i'm shooting for my ( Read more... )

I've lost my best friend forever. It kills me knowing that its over...Goodbye love.

Been a while since i updated but oh well not alot new for me. Huskers just lost to the Sooners, figured it was gonna happen but it's still sad to see. Dont know whats going on down here anymore. People change apparently but nothing i can do about it anymore, i tried, nothing was good enough, just not meant to be i guess. I'll be fine i hope, i' ( Read more... )

i'm gonna do it this time, no matter how much it hurts.

no more classes until monday, its a shame i have strep throat still, i get to be the Designated Driver this weekend. Hope everyone has fun this weekend. I'm gonna go out and meet some new people this weekend its gonna be fun i hope. Jenny i believe is still coming down also so i'm excited to see her.