4 days until the wedding. I don't know why I am obsessed with getting MY house ready, the wedding isn't even here. I think it is mostly Chris' real father is coming to the wedding and I am sure we will show him the house, and perhaps other people who have never seen it. I am scrubbing things that I never really thought to clean, yet, the house ( Read more... )

Vegas in a few hours! Here we come!

14 days until my wedding. Crazy. I never thought I would be one of these brides but I can't wait until its over. When I hear people say that I think....that just doesn't sound right. But as excited as I am I am tired of people asking me if I am getting "nervous" or "excited". I understand that is probably a normal question but multiply it by ( Read more... )

It seems like everything is being planned without me. No one cares what I want. I told my mom I dont like lace table cloths, what are we having? Lace. I hate ballons, what are we having? Ballons. She asked me if I want cherry jelly beans or cinnamon and I said cherry, what are we having? Cinnamon ( Read more... )

Today has been one of those days. We all have them. A day where you just say fuck it. Not quite suicide or anything but just a day when you want to give up. I dont want my job anymore, my car, my dogs. They all have just pissed me off. My mom is in the hospital. Instead of being worried and caring. I am annoyed. She keeps wanting me to bring her ( Read more... )

Pictage and Phil Pomeroy would like to invite you to visit images from "Chris and Kyla" on 08/05/2006, which just became available online. Please go to www.pictage.com to view this event. You will need the following information to access the event ( Read more... )

Everyone remembers the passion party Kyla. Now meet the stamin up Kyla. I have replaced dildos with rubber stamps, and lube with ink pads. I am ready to take on the world of crafty middle aged women and do some stampin!!!!!! I am in love with it now, I make lots of cards and love the stamin up stuff. I am going to host one big kick of party at my ( Read more... )

I am so tired of work. I am tired, burnt out, and dragged down. I feel incapable of having fun.

As everyone knows I am getting married. I NEED to lose weight. I could give thousands of reasons why I want to lose weight, and hardly any for why I haven't yet. I love my dress and I think it does look good, but I know I would feel much better if I looked my best. I am getting to the point that I need to just be healthier, all muscle I once had is ( Read more... )

I need something to change. Life is blah. I love Chris, and my life and all that....but it just feels so everyday. I think it is my job. I really really really am Great Clips-ed out. I worked at Picasso's Salon and Spa today. I did no services, so no money. I worked from 10 to 5 for free....but what can you do, I am trying to build a business. I ( Read more... )