I don't post much anymore here. I have had this livejournal account for OVER 10 years. That is insane to me. I wish it kept more history....this only goes back to 2000. This used to be the place where I would write EVERYTHING. I probably had 2-3 posts per day. It would either be some useless babbling about something silly or something that at the ( Read more... )

I am feeling so ridiculously stressed right now, it is making me want to throw up. My head is pounding and I can feel tears starting in the back of my eyes. Not one huge thing, but just everything in my life is adding up and kind of all being shitty at the same time. I am usually pretty stressed but today I just can't handle it. I litterally am ( Read more... )

Being on TV was fun. I was smiling like a nervous goof ball ( Read more... )

You can call me a hypochondriac but I am pretty sure that Ankylosing-spondylitis
is what I have. Even though I am a women. It is what makes most sense....I already know I have rheumatoid arthritis and this just seems to be everything I am experiencing.

Sometimes everything on you wants to hurt and everything in your mind wants to be negative. I could list everything like I kind of do....but I think I will just leave it at that.

On a side note when can I make some god damn money at work?

I have decided that some days, I just want a new life.

We are having a BBQ this Sunday at 6:00! I would love for all my friends to be able to make it! Call me or reple if you have any questions or need to know how to get to my house!

I have been wanting to host a big all night fun and games bbq at our house for a long time now. I hope I am planning this far enough in advance that most of you can make it! Even if I haven't seen you in a long time come anyway! I want this to be filled with old friends, new friends, high school friends, and generally cool people ( Read more... )

Stupid myspace not letting me post. I thought I could get more advice there. Anyway, I need some help. My one year anniversary is in 13 days. I need to find a romantic resturaunt. At first I wanted to go spend the weekend somewhere like bonneville hot springs and have couple spa services and soak in a private hot tub and have a wonderfully romantic ( Read more... )

My yard is a MESS! The front yard is still pretty bad, but that is the one that I spend some time on....watering, weeding, and collecting garbage. The back yard had grown weeds taller than me (NOT an exageration) I spent an hour busting but out there and it doesn't look any different. The grass is hardly grass, we have 3 dead arbrovita and 4 dead ( Read more... )