I was sitting, waiting, wishing ( Read more... )

Everything is so not okay right now. Nothing is okay. And until the swelling in my face goes down, I will not even be considering the fact that it may end up being okay.

I would love to go punch a hole in the fucking wall. Or hop on a plane to somewhere...ah well.

*Insert pissy, hateful, tearful, mopey journal entry here. Also include section about how I hate doing people favors and getting nothing out of it.*

Seriously, I want my life back. I couldn't go to Four Peaks with Grace and Alex last night NOR could I meet up with Tev, Lisa, Mike, etc. at the Tavern. LIFE, I NEED YOU BACK!!

I would call your cell phones and say "let's start drinking, we've only got a week!" AHHHHH I can't wait to see my Pekin pals, I miss you like mad! So what are we doing this week, other than getting crazy plowed and have orgies of friendship just like in the good ol' days? omg, I didn't realize how excited I was until just now when I did the ( Read more... )

Oh man, he's a cute one ;)

I would stay here forever if I could.

In case you couldnt tell, I was real drunk when I wrote that last entry.

I am the best person ever to piss off because I get un-mad so easily, it is ridiculous. I don't care though, whatever. At least now I tell people I am like "hey, you pissed me off and that waS GAY ans now you will buy me a drink and we're cool again so it's cool ( Read more... )

So. I fucked up. I fucked UUUUUUUUPPPPPPP!

Again.

I just go from one idiot decision to another and I never learn.

The time has come for THE FINAL SHOWDOWN ( Read more... )