I had one of those nights last night which I have suffered for, all day today..

Fuck me am I hung over!

Hugh's home.

There's a light on in every room... I think he must be afraid of the dark....

Oh Shitty shitty fuck

I've just remembered I have a 1 to 1 lesson first thing and I have nothing planned....

An experienced teacher would wing it but I have no resources to wing it with...

Fuck!

The interview went well enough... haven't heard anything yet and the sheer amount of times they let me know how many other interviews they were doing today makes me believe I haven't been successful so I'll just get on with what I'm doing an keep looking for something else ( Read more... )

Just two weeks ago I was leaving the blinds closed in the morning to keep the sun out of my eyes while I have breakfast... Now I'm getting up in the dark ( Read more... )

There's no easy way to talk about suicide when it's happened so closely to your own family.. It's a kind of numb feeling ( Read more... )

I don't really have time to be writing this but somehow I feel I need to empty my emotional bin before the day starts ( Read more... )

Two weeks into my new job role and I've handled literally everything thrown at me. There were a lot of issues in the first week and I bought a lot of work home with me. I think that might still have to happen occasionally if I want to do things properly.. and I do ( Read more... )

If I ever complain about anything, ever again, please point me at the movie, The Pianist. It's literally the most uncomfortable and harrowing story I've ever seen.

It's made me realise how lucky I am.

First Day in my new job and what an absolute fuck up ( Read more... )