i spent valentine's day at a bar and then at my friend/ex-coworker, caitlin's house. got home about 1:30 or 2 and was pretty well relaxed. had a bowl of chicken noodle soup and then read while uncle chris was organizing and labeling some of his many hot wheels boxes to be put in the attic. i guess he's gonna lose his storage shed for lack of ( Read more... )

so, josh and i are both hooked on ambien. both our docs suck at their jobs. they gave us both the same type of ambien. the short-term kind that is to be taken for 1-2 weeks. ambien cr is what we should be taking for a more long-term use. we're now addicted. of course it's been months of use and we finally thought it might be interesting to look up ( Read more... )

and what it all comes down to is, "i guess we're just friends." so, josh and i are broken up for good i suppose. least until he decides otherwise ( Read more... )

it's been quite some time since i posted anything, but i'm super cheesed off at kingpin. they decided it would be a good move to fire me a week before x-mas. apparently i haven't been making them quite enough money. and i got to find out through rumors before i was actually told. i had to request the meeting in which they actually canned me. so, i' ( Read more... )

winter is always a sucky time for me. i absolutely hate the cold. i'm totally not built for it. also, i get restless and lazy. it's a big conflict ( Read more... )

nothing exciting, just want to say i'm still around. i get on and read what people say, but i never really feel the need to post ( Read more... )

i'll hafta make this quick cuz shane's waiting for me to do puzzles with him. we are dorks ( Read more... )

i hardly get online anymore. in fact, i no longer have the internet at the g-parents' house. i get on here at shane's tho. don't check lj much anymore. i hope you're all doing well. i think i am. i think i should be able to get a car very soon. cross your fingers people! target has cut everyone's hours lately. it's cool tho. they'll pick up again ( Read more... )

i'm hungry and tired and emotional...yet, not...and things are gonna be very weird for a very long while.

you may request additional info. do not, however, expect to receive much.

*sigh*

i need company.

i'm still alive ( Read more... )