The result of my vacation has hurt a lot of people.  I want to apologise to anyone I hurt or lead on.  I seriously wasnt meaning for this to happen. Hopefully I still have some friends left.  I found happiness and my happiness makes others unhappy. I hate how that tends to happen. Either way.  Again I am sorry.  I love you all.

"Lonely Day"

Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It's a day that I can't stand

The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life

Such a lonely day
Shouldn't exist
It's a day that I'll never miss
Such a lonely day
And it's mine
The most loneliest day of my life

And if you go, I ( Read more... )

So last night I asked Nick a question "If i got hit in the head and had amesia and forgot like everything, what would you tell me my reasons for going to visit you in canada are"

This morning I got an email..(COPY AND PASTED)

"Well first I would say...Ive never felt like this about anyone before, since you have amnesia, you should know.... Ive been ( Read more... )

I wish someone would hold me and take my pain away. Look into my eyes and tell me it is going to be okay, give me a tender kiss ( Read more... )

As I have mentioned, I will be taking a week off in Novemember to see Nick. I have been penpals with him since I was 13. I know I love him. I'm not going to be with him. We are closer than we have ever been. He calls me. I call him. Text. Webcam. We're just missing the meeting and seeing eachother. Him and I have so much in common. I can tell he ( Read more... )

"Faith ( Read more... )

I dont know. I feel like updating. Chris is going to prison. Serves him right. I am planning a trip to Canada. I feel stupid and afraid. I think I should do it though. It will change my life. I'll get to have fun. I just need to find out if I need a passport or not..
Not much of an update but it will do.

Well
Wow is all I have to say. and I LOVE BEING SINGLE. :)
Leaving chris was the best thing I could have done.

Well ( Read more... )

They pushed back the cure concert to may!