Yeah so I left Spokane to travel for awhile but im back in this place again. It's weird because not much has changed except me and that is making me feel strange a bit.....or maybe its the broken ankle.....who knows. Everybody here is stuck in the same rut that I was leaving to escape from. Some worse than others. But now i've got the wonderful ( Read more... )

SO my surgery went really well and I already got my stitches out today and I am already doing lots of physical therapy and blah blah blah......Im dating Bobby and im so happy I could bust and shoot happiness and pretty flowers everywhere. Plus it's springtime and I love it alot alot alot! i love the flowers and all the baby animals and birds ( Read more... )

I have surgery on 420 at 6 am...YAY and scary as all hell at the same time....so I expect lots of calls and visits damnit!!

So Im sitting in my "new again" home at my parents house and ive actually never had thoughts about wheter or not staying alive is something I want until the last month. I dont know what is wrong....Im fucking stronger than this I know it. But I just cant handle things anymore. I dont think I really want to die I just dont want to live anymore....I ( Read more... )

GRRRRRRRRR!!!!! SO I was supposed to be in seattle/bellingham this weekend but instead I have been stuck in the bathroom for the last 2 days with a gastrointestinal virus.lame .I am seriously so incredibly bummed out that all day long yesterday I cried and got super depressed and it was ridiculous.I need something to fucking do....I want the fuck ( Read more... )

SO I was sitting on my couch watching aquateen with luciana and holliday and my aunt calls me and tells me thet she just found 4 hundred dollars which belong to me in her freezer......sweet.and then my mom says oh yeah and by the way theres 1200 dollars in savings bonds from all of your birthdays in my safety deposit box.....so score!!!! Im stoked ( Read more... )

Dude life is crazy.......I hate how decieving it can be when everything seems so pleasant.....its not that everything is unpleasant now I guess its just the same as when you get bored and used to a painting that youve been working on for awhile and you thought is was super bad ass until all of a sudden....moment of clarity......i dunno.....im not ( Read more... )

Ok so seriously I cannot believe that I liked that cute boy....he is the most annoying and clingy and intenses person ive ever met.....I swear to god I could barely say one word and then he was like I wanna kiss you and then I couldnt get rid of him....he fucking drove me insane...not to mention that it was the first time I hung out with him since ( Read more... )

i am so giddy like a little school girl...and even though I was totally not in the correct state of mind when I met this cute boy I have really connected with him since and I think that something good and completely exciting is going to come about from this....so....YAY Im stoked.....he is really fucking cute and he calls me brook trout...and i ( Read more... )

Today was kind of a good day....I had a good dinner and great company.....yet still I am just being steamrolled over by all of this bullshit that needs to be dealt with ( Read more... )