sometimes people just lift right out.
its a weird thing.

oh, and i doubt anyone's shocked but dillon and i are fine. i'm just convinced the day i say, "ohhh, we'll be fine," will be when we wont.

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brad got in today.

NYU should not sent out giant folders with the return address "New York University Office of Admissions" with information of why you want to apply to their school, when you already have and you're waiting for your letter, and you're in the designated 2 week period in which you are supposed to find out. because basically it just sucks.

pretty much. i would die without allison, kristen and betsey.

an afternoon of rent, for the 3rd time.
thenn discovering we were over the parade.
only to lead us to another misadventure in signal hill.
it was a random night. but i had so much fun.
i love my friends.
"my ass feels so good..."

tomorrow is allisons 18th birthday.
when did we grow up again?
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its december 1st.

its coming. i know its coming.
any day now. the rest of my life will be here.
i'm predicting doom. sadness. misery. upset. tears.
could the mail come any slower? my gosh.
its probably on its way.
a letter with 3000 miles, and every hope and dream i've had in it.
god, i wish i had tried. even a little.
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holla.

o h  m y  g o s h .
there are no words.
some people just suck.
i cant believe someone would do that.
i cant believe he would do that.
honestly, i'm furious and i'm still in shock.

ps. i'm obsessed with RENT.

some people confuse the hell out of me.

in a going off to college conversation today with my mom, it became completely obvious who i am. i am beyond the struggle of finding out. i am past the point of no return.

i am opinionated and like to argue. i have been defending myself and ideas in most aspects of my life, pretty much since i could talk. ( Read more... )

the last time i updated this was before dillon and i broke up the first time. from when i'd just gotten dropped from drama. from before i quit waterpolo and swim. before i worked at sweet peas. before all of the friend drama last year. and that just needs to change.
its weird to think about how much i've changed since then.
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