Dee says seth is growing about a week faster than babies his age! Thus I'm 8 months in a couple days!! Ya weird! Dee wants me to go on leave now just because work is stressing me out waaay to much! Unfortunatly, I need the money, so I'm guna try in stick it for about 3 more weeks! Uhh gross! Last night I had a nightmare he was clawing his way out ( Read more... )

Soo almost 7 1/2 months, and although time is going by fast I can't wait to see the face of the little monster who won't stop kicking me. Right now seth is just a faceless pair of feet! Reality really hasn't set in yet, though I'm sure when I FINALLY have my baby shower it'll kick in! I guess I'm just not letting myself believe it cause I'm upset ( Read more... )

"I'm surrounded by a million people I still feel so alone, and I wana go home, please let me come home ( Read more... )

Is it wrong for me to think that my dad would make a better grand parent for my child then corys? I know that he's a complete ass and fucked me over when it came to being a father! But at least I know that he won't hold my son after smoking or drinking and I sure as hell know he won't be fucking high! I'm just really sick of irresponsible people, I ( Read more... )

vacation is a time that your supposed to relax, not get text messages about how everyone at work is pissed off and jealous because you got a better raise then them. i know the people who overheard about my raise and both of you got a raise beside some ones sister. if you got a problem with it fuck you, im gunna be raising a kid in 4 months a 1.50 ( Read more... )

Yea well fuck you hormones!

IM GOING CRAZ Y ( Read more... )

busy busy busy ( Read more... )

I cant stand people who are fake anymore, 
you either like someone or you dont, thats just that,
you cant take stripes off a lion and call it a cat ,
 its still gunna kill you,
Its cool that me and you get along, but now that you two are buddy buddy now,
 i dont think i really trust you,
not especially after you did the same  to me,
my mom and dad used to ( Read more... )

people  are so fake they make me laugh!!  makes me glad to know im growing up!

6 more days and im off thedamn lease!! 
THANK YOU GOD!

BTW i have like 10 baby showers to attend this month! umm, and ive only received a real invitation for 1, meh. upside, maybe i wont be oblivious what to do for mine now. Laurens stepmom said we could have mine at ( Read more... )