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[jarae]

ok so i know how nearly every entry i've written in this is depressing and basically a miserable collection of... misery

Comments

[this_isnttheend]

i totally feel you! people should think less and feel more.
this made me happy

[jarae]

exactly. wow, feel more, think less.
no one could have said that better.

[bziryan]

i read the whole thing. it's so true -- i am glad you are coming to all of these realizations. even if you feel like you want to go back and do everything over again, don't. you have so much life ahead of you to make up for it! :-)

[jarae]

:) very true.

[ashleycrashley]

this is going to sound like the creepiest thing you have heard but idk, i guess im a people watcher. i just watch them and wonder what the fuck they are thinking and whats giong to happen with the rest of their day and stuff. and when i would look at you i would never ever ever think that your thoughts would be so profound. idk you were just so quiet whenever i would see you. i could never picture you saying three words and after seeing you spill are your guts right now i just have a totally different idea of you.
we seem so much alike with our paranoia and insecurities and how i shut everyone out and eeeverything, that when i read this it seems like you were just doing my thinking for me. i guess i wouldnt know for sure since i dont know you very much. but even though that was just to clear out your head that makes me think alot too. thanks i guess. as gay as that sounds. ahaha.

[jarae]

yeah, i do that a lot too, watch people and just think about what they;re like to meet and whatever. it's usually the more quiet, reserved people that are more observant just because since they don't do much talking, they do more listening and noticing.. but yeah, i guess just goes to show you you really cannot analyze poeple very well without talking to them or at least seeing them and hearing them and watching them day after day.. i don't know but i definitely never saw you as such a person, but now that i do, it's nice. people like you are good people, real people. :) yeah, my response sounded more gay than your comment, by far. enjoy your night.

[flashblinksway]

okay. i just read this entire thing and i LOVED IT.

[jarae]

:) glad to hear it, hope all is well miss.

hi

[anonymous]

well im glad ur finial becoming more happy about everything that is going on, but $100 says u were on yayo when u wrote this

Re: hi

[jarae]

you owe me $100, my friend.
stop posting anonymously dave, it's frustrating.