i tell myself i cant do it
because i dont want to.

but in reality its because i cant. there i said it.
I FUCKING CANT. are you happy?

people keep saying something about ip adresses and finding out who posted what or something.....i dont know what the fuck and ip adress is, and to be completly honest, i couldnt possibly care less.

please post anonymously with:

1) One comment
2) One criticism
3) One secret

it would be really helpful if this were completly honestly...

-jared

to tired to update this now, i havent slept in quite some time. butttt i will post a big long summery of the past wk tomorrow....if anyone cares.

( this is my cry for help )

i have way too much emotion right now to make an entry. all i want is someone to talk to so i can vent all my hatred for everyone. maybe tommorrow night i will post an explanation of things to come.

love you all.

-jared

( im in love with you aura )

one of my friends almost died of alcohal poisining saturday night. he was holding hand and crying and throwing up. iv never been more scared in my life. and the worst part about it is that we were at another friends house who was out of town. and the kid who was practicly dying was taking care of the cats so he had a key. and when i found him, he ( Read more... )

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